The Woman at the Wall and the Man in the Tree Shirt: A Story of Vulnerability, Corruption, and Survival


I was at the bus station, waiting.

Fifteen minutes passed, and I knew—they were back.

Two men. One looked East Asian, Chinese maybe, and the other tall, white, rigid-faced.

They came together, positioned themselves strategically.

One on my right. One on my left. The feeling in the air—heavy, dangerous. You could sense it. You feel it. It’s a vibe, a warning.


I was lucky.

There were others around—strangers, but witnesses.

I moved three steps to the right, slipped away, let people come between us.

I let them board the bus first, watching how they moved, how they looked. Just like before. I planned my exit at the first stop.

I’m tired. Tired of being a target in this dirty game of high-level socialist corruption.

I want my life back.

Let them play their power games with whoever lets them. But not with me. Not at the cost of my life.

And so I walked. And walked…

People have asked me, “How do you know? How can you tell?”

And my answer has always been the same:

I don’t know.

I was born this way. It just happens. I feel it without knowing.

It comes from nowhere and disappears just the same. No signs. No instructions.
Just knowing.

But today, I want to tell you a story.

The story of a beautiful street worker who fell in love with a corrupted policeman.

I met her years ago on the filthy sidewalks of a highly corrupted city.

She was a sex worker, yes.

But she had dignity. Style.

She loved him.

A man who was so deep in filth, he used her as a cover for his shady operations.

I once asked her how long she’d known him.

She didn’t answer. She rarely spoke. But every time I bought her Dunhill cigarettes—my favorite—she lit up. She deserved quality. She deserved respect.

She was strong.

And if a prostitute can love a dirty cop—she loved him.

And he used her. But in that world, after a while, you stop knowing who is using whom.


She was there every day. In that small entryway along the cracked wall. Sunshine or rain, always with her two handbags and her cigarettes. Waiting.


So today, this story is for YOU, man in the clean shirt.


Because she loved you.
And I knew her.


You might appear weak, sick, vulnerable—hiding behind a pen, a job title, or a lie.

But let me tell you something:
You don’t destroy ANGELS to raise DEMONS.


For whom?
To impress who?
To satisfy what ego?


People matter. Vulnerability is real. It’s not something to be twisted or mocked.


And yes, I know you.
By your shirt. By your hat!


You’re not lucky because of who you are.
You’re lucky because she loved you!

So much that you got to choose her fate.

You should be ashamed.
Clean your shirt. Iron it.
Be honest.

Never destroy someone’s life. Not one. Not ever.

Tears in Hell

I cried. I cried through my childhood, my teenage years, and even during my marriage, surviving both emotional and physical abuse.

And then I became wild—wild so that no one would ever touch me again. Ever!

But no one taught me that people struggling with mental health issues could destroy you even worse than physical abuse.

Because women, like me, always try to fix someone. And that’s the trap!

No one can truly be fixed. No one can be taken care of .

Mental health struggles can’t be cured—they can be managed, controlled, and balanced, but never cured.

And if you try to fix them, you will lose the battle. Every. Single. Time.

So I cried again. From 2002 to 2007, I cried every single day—worse on Christmas than on any other day. Like today.

Because people with mental health issues are unable to realize what they’re doing.

To them, it’s normal. But their “normality” isn’t normal.

I read hundreds of books. I took hundreds of classes.

And still, I learned this hard truth: people with mental health struggles CAN use and manipulate others—because no one will tells them the truth about THEM own selves!

No one says: “You are mental sick, and if you’re not aware of it, your behavior will hurt and destroy normal people. Or worse—others who are already hurted because of someone like you.”

So I cried.

Until one day, I was saved and FREE in the USA.

But I wasn’t safe. I was still an easy target—still used and abused. Vulnerable people will always remain vulnerable until they become aware of their vulnerabilities.

But today, the cycle of my abuse ended!

No more tears. No more wild responses. No more being manipulated by narcissistic behaviors. No more ignorance of toxic dynamics like triangulation. No more tolerating obsessive or controlling behaviors.

Today, I stood up and spoke out.

This is the truth. This is THE normal—not madness, not chaos, not twisted behaviors.

Like it or not, everyone is free to embrace their own “madness”—but NOT with me. Not around me.

So today, I didn’t cry. I wasn’t wild. I simply said: NO.

No to manipulation. No to madness.

Normality, not Craziness!

Unbroken Voice

What gives you strength to keep going when you have no strength left? When family and friends let you down, when society puts you down, and when every person you meet uses, abuses, and takes advantage of you? When they twist every good value you hold—honesty, friendship, love for your country, roots, God, and love itself—to manipulate and exploit you? When you become the one they mock, the one they record 24/7, the one they laugh at, use, and abuse with nowhere to turn for help in a corrupt, organized crime-ridden country—where do you find strength?

Without money, without a job, without support, without coffee, with God turned into evil and hell, and surrounded by haters and corruption in a society entitled to its fake existence, where do you find strength?

You find it in your stories. That’s all you have left—the freedom to speak—and those few who truly know you will know you are right. Entitled narcissistic people manipulate anyone because they can. Without the freedom to tell your story, they’ll manipulate the world as they see fit, because they know how to do it.

This is why freedom of speech is essential—so every one of us can be free to tell our own story and stand up for it.

You do not mess with a good woman!