Ahhhh, you don’t know Maritza.
Well, Maritza is my car, my one and only first car. Bought with my hard-earned money from endless night shifts—12 hours a day, 70 hours a week—working as an RN in IS. Money earned while raising a child who often grew up without her mom, with nannies taking care of her while I worked.
The same money that bought my shoes, my books, my kid’s toys, my socks, my clothes—every single little piece in my home. Hard-worked RN money.
Yes, yes, those things that socialist gangs protect in socialist places while they steal from others. But enough about this socialist, dirty, corrupt mess that never seems to end.
Let’s talk about Maritza.
Dear Maritza,
I am a good RN. A very damned good one. Good enough that speaking out disturbed too many dirty games. Very dirty games.
And I’ve never been a car technician, but maybe I’m a kind of registered nurse for cars. So trust me—I can save you.
I don’t know how long it will take, but together, like always, we will make you better.
At my first assessment, YOU WERE RAPED.
And neglected.
And too many haters destroyed you.
I saw your scars on your trunk, made by the Filipino care aide married to the Bosnian man in the underground parking at the university facility.
Then I knew that this country and its crazy people hated you the same way they hated me.
Sorry for not listening to you then.
Back then, it was time to leave this hell, but who knew what Socialist Hell was really about?
Every single piece that I touched today while assessing you told me your story of pain and sorrow—a raped and trapped car.
Do you remember 2020, when I told him he was amazing and deserved to apply to the CIA?
He was CIA.
What about all the people you met? The people you helped? The kids? The old ones who are no longer with us? The evil ones and the angels?
I touched the steering wheel where I once rested my head after working 16 hours straight without stopping.
I need to change it.
You will have a new one, better suited for a Reina like you.
The seat belts need changing too.
“Seat belts on.”
So many memories.
My American granny never wanted to wear her seat belt, and we always laughed that if the police stopped me, she would pay the ticket because she was stubborn.
She was stubborn, free, and independent.
Do you remember when the Filipino caregiver at that crazy house, with so many dead people, violated your doors while management fired me?
Stupid socialists and their dirty games.
I cried with you when my mom died.
There was no one else to cry with.
You witnessed all the best people and all the worst people.
And for that reason, the dirty socialists tapped you.
So they would know where I was and who I met.
You were the only place where I felt safe until I arrived in Socialist Hell.
Then neither you nor I were ever safe again.
But I will save you.
I will repair you.
You can talk to me.
I am a good therapist nurse.
I know who hurt you.
We can’t touch them, Maritza.
They are too high, too dirty, and too powerful.
No one can touch them or give you back the years they stole from you.
But I will help you.
Because I am a good nurse.
And with AI, I will become a good auto technician too.
And a lot of people love you, Maritza.
Remember them?
I ordered my first automotive stethoscope and a wrench for your rusty bolts.
My knee and leg hurt, and I couldn’t bend down properly to assess you.
But I can do it this way.
You will have the most beautiful new carpet.
Just wait and see, Maritza.
🤗
What color do you want?
I thought maybe green, with flowers, like Mom used to tell me.
“When something is wrong, imagine a field full of flowers.”
And I will paint you, Maritza.
The gang violated you.
And you know what our peaceful revenge could be?
In their land of crimes, we organize a public event.
Everyone who survived a rape, or knows someone who survived a rape, comes and paints a flower on your body.
On THEIR land of crimes and dirty games.
You will be covered in flowers.
You will bloom.
I will save you, Maritza.
I don’t know how long it will take, but I promise I will save you from all of it.
You must trust me.
And I will publish your story for all organized crime networks, gangs, and corrupt associates to hear.
So they know:
NO IS NO.
NO RAPE.
And even after everything…
We are still here.
And we are still fighting.
Together.

