The Crazy Schizo Stalker and His Network

The crazy schizo… every single mental health patient has a story. Today, I will tell you the story of a crazy schizo stalker and his network. A mental case that society let free, and a society is corrupted by criminal organizations.

And yes—this is a high-level criminal network.

He is crazy. He is dangerous. So crazy and dangerous that, one year, from his own house, he dared to order a wife for himself!

It was the second time I met him and his dirty, vicious, organized crime circle.

The first time, I stood up for a young woman—a Chinese woman—facing what was essentially an “arranged marriage.”

She trusted me because I defended her. In that dirty, top-level organized crime network, standing for someone’s rights was dangerous.

Today, I met him again. Like any other day, while I was out. The crazy… the CHEST NUT.

God knows how many people died in that “chest nut” house. The network was so corrupt, so untouchable, that no one dared investigate. And he continued living his crazy way.


Envy, Desire, and Family Control

He was always envious of his beautiful twin brother: curly hair, smile, intelligence, cars, bikes, clothes, world trips, and of course, a lot of women.

And that’s exactly what he wanted: sex, affection, kids, power. That’s what his family wanted to give him, just to control him.

But he was already violent, even toward his own family. He had wanted to kill his own mother. In his house, there were more than three dead bodies, and he was crazy before he became part of the extended family.

But family business is family business.

And me? I ended up as the confessor, listening to everyone—crazy there or part of theirs dirty networks.


The Making of Evil

Because he was always on the edge, his father taught him the art of disguise—to hide his feelings of inadequacy, to smooth over the fact that he was not like his brother. Step by step, he became more crazy, collecting clothes, shoes, and devising indirect ways to revenge people, plotting in his twisted mind.

Then, organized crime saw in him the perfect asset—someone to manipulate, to execute crimes, to twist the networks in their favor.

His family knew that he was behind all the dirty crimes, plots, and alliances in town. And protected him!

He became THE EVIL. In his mind, God gave everything to his brother and mother—and nothing to him.
He wanted everything for himself. At ANY cost!

His sister, skilled in intelligence, noticed the family dynamics. She decided to leverage his mental illness and desire for revenge for her own gain. She approved all his crazy wishes and gained his trust.


The House of Horrors

When he requested to live independently, it wasn’t a problem for his enlarged family and their network (they belonged to a respected social and religious group) to financially support him.

A whole house was just for him.

And everyone in that house had to be liked by him. Anyone “uncomfortable”? Dead.

So many dead bodies, and no one investigated.


The Nurse

He heard about a foreign nurse who could make people’s wishes come true. Even though he could pay for everything, winning the heart of the young Chinese woman was difficult.

He hired the nurse with one order:

“I want this Chinese girl to fall in love with me and have MY baby.”

The nurse refused. The organized crime network was furious. She was fired… after having her coffee poisoned.

Later, he brought in the entire family—nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles, friends—all to serve him, to obey his desires.

To “ human traffic” a young Chinese woman with mental health problems for a crazy old man? Nothing.

The network and family ensured that his wishes were obeyed.

The crazy man was always afraid. Afraid of being called crazy.


Desensitizing the Crazy One

His sister and the dirty professional support network decided to desensitize him to women. If he wanted sex, kids, and a “normal life” supported by a dirty network, he needed to look normal.

They needed a trigger to make the crazy man “healthy.” The nurse became that trigger.


Corruption Everywhere

The nurse realized the full scale of corruption: police, politics, religion, healthcare, organized crime, intelligence services—all colluding with the crazy family. There was no friends left unaligned.

She was isolated, helpless in a hostile place. Anyone who knew the story was automatically one of them.


Today

Today, on the street, he walked disguised as another persona: jeans, clean coat, curly wig like his brother, sunglasses, hands rigid but out of pockets. Calm but anxious, secure, free, full of new tricks.

Finally: He was in charge—controlling others, putting down those beneath him, deciding who gets crumbs, who gets access.
HE BROKE THE NURSE!

The nurse smiled at her brokenness, pitying a society where crazies and organized crime overpower genuine souls.


The Witch

She remembered the old occult lady in the coffee shop:

“What would you do if you were a witch?”

“I would make a better world,” she thought. Because if God allows this to happen to good people… maybe it is not God, but Evil.

Perhaps being a witch and saving God from Evil is the only path left.

Someone must stand for God and normality, because Evil and craziness are allowed to rule—and if they do, humanity is destroyed.

They smiled… and, for some unknown reason, an image came to her mind of a remote Nordic rural place—Sweden, Norway. And the witch said:

“I am not dead!”
“And you know it!”

The nurse kept walking, knowing… as long as craziness and Evil are allowed to rule, humanity will be destroyed.

Someone must fight for God, for normality, and for justice.


This story is about madness, corruption, courage, and the courage to see the truth.

Body Dissociation Disorder is NOT Gender Dysphoria

Before diagnosing someone with gender dysphoria, be sure that it is not a body dissociation disorder or a feeling of estrangement from their own body, which can be part of various other mental health conditions (e.g., DPDR, BDD, DID, PTSD, anxiety disorders, depression, schizophrenia or other psychotic disorders, substance use disorders, or other neurological conditions). Not all are transgender!

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Today, on my way home, I encountered about ten transgender individuals, each more flamboyant than the last. Many of them exhibited clear signs and symptoms of mental health disorders.

This made me question whether society has perhaps made a significant error by normalizing transgenderism and promoting it in a manner similar to the decriminalization of drugs.

What if many of these transgender individuals were misdiagnosed based on what they said rather than on what their conditions actually are?

A poorly conducted differential diagnosis between a body dissociation disorder or a feeling of estrangement from one’s own body versus gender dysphoria could misguide a person with a primary medical condition onto the wrong path.

When I looked at the statistics, the percentage for gender dysphoria is low compared to all other mental health conditions where body dissociation could appear.

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“Depersonalization-derealization disorder is a mental health condition where you feel disconnected from your body, your feelings, and your environment. It tends to come and go over a long period and causes distress and anxiety.”

When you feel disconnected from your own body, you might observe it from the outside and start having negative feelings towards it, usually hate. When you hate your body, you want to change it. Voilà! You want to become the opposite of what you are!

But this is not necessarily gender dysphoria. It could be anything and everything else but not gender dysphoria.

And your patient is NOT transgender!

Depersonalization-Derealization Disorder (DPDR)

Depersonalization presents as a sense of detachment or estrangement from one’s own body, thoughts, or feelings. People may feel like they are observing themselves from outside their body or feel like they are in a dream. Significant trauma and other factors can cause this!

Derealization is a sense of detachment from the surrounding environment, where the world feels unreal, distant, or distorted.

Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD)

This mental health condition involves a person being preoccupied with perceived flaws or defects in their physical appearance. They often look in the mirror for defects and may use masks and body coverage. They could use cross-dressing and disguises to hide the parts of their bodies they are concerned about, leading to a sense of disconnection or estrangement from those body parts.

Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)

Previously known as multiple personality disorder, DID involves the presence of two or more distinct identities or personality states. Individuals with DID may experience dissociation and detachment from their body as they shift between different identities. They are not transgender; they have cross-dressing desires based on this diagnosis.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

Individuals with PTSD, especially those with a history of severe or prolonged trauma, may experience dissociation as a coping mechanism. This can include a sense of detachment from their body or environment. For example, in the movie “Lady Valor,” an amazing Army officer and former transgender individual experienced a transgender episode, likely linked to PTSD.

Anxiety Disorders

Severe anxiety and panic attacks can lead to transient experiences of depersonalization and derealization, where individuals feel disconnected from their body or surroundings. One of my best friends, a woman, chose cross-dressing based on her high anxiety level and panic attacks stemming from a problematic family life.

Depression

In some cases of severe depression, individuals may experience depersonalization or a sense of disconnection from their body as part of their overall symptoms. Many depressed people hate their bodies either partially or entirely. They may cover themselves with large clothes, makeup, or choose cross-dressing.

Schizophrenia and Other Psychotic Disorders

Individuals with schizophrenia or related psychotic disorders may experience body dissociation or estrangement from their body as part of their delusions or hallucinations.

Substance Use Disorders

Certain substances, particularly hallucinogens or dissociative drugs (e.g., ketamine, PCP), can induce temporary experiences of depersonalization and body dissociation.

Neurological Conditions

Certain neurological conditions, such as epilepsy (particularly temporal lobe epilepsy), can include symptoms of depersonalization and body dissociation.

These conditions can vary widely in their presentation and severity, and the sense of disconnection from one’s body can manifest differently depending on the underlying cause.

A proper differential diagnosis could save many people from a poorly normalized transgender diagnosis and its severe consequences.

Be a good psychiatrist, psychologist, or nurse, and do not buy into what society tries to sell you.

People could be helped or destroyed! Be one to help people!